i feel like i can't breathe. i take a deep breath but the air is not reaching into the finer bronchioles of my lungs. i am gasping for breath. i feel like i am drowning; the lapping water is reaching to the bottom of my nose. my chest is tight.
i am tired. i can only seek solace in sleep, letting time pass, trying to gain strength from the respite but i wake up in a jolt. i think i'm too stressed. i feel like i'm always the one picking up the slack when the rope goes limp. the fact that i had to google for the word 'rope' just now affirms my fatigued condition. my brain is shutting down.
it is always me, the cry of my name when things need to be done. me, this. me that, me this and that. for once, just once, i wish someone can take over the lead and i will just follow. i feel like i am doing more than i can take on but i am only human.
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4 comments:
hire me as your assistant.
Take heart. It only means people think and know that you are the best person for the job! It means they know how capable you are!
dear licko: hire u and i will just have one more person on the list calling out my name!
dear mamap: that thought doesn't bring much consolation when i am being torn apart by 5 horses. arghhhhhhhhhh! :-p. besides, that knowledge doesn't always accompany gratifying returns. so, i rather be lazing in some seaside resort.
LOL - I'm with you :-P
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