Wednesday, December 13, 2006

konking out

too many obligations, too many promises, too many year-end catching up to do. what should be a joyous time of the year, meeting up with new friends and old and celebrating the festive occasion is taking quite a toll on me this year, and i haven't even begun to do any of the above! i have so many things marked down in my calendar that i have a hard time keeping up with it.

infact, some were confused over my actual point in the previous post. i must admit, i am not quite sure i am able to clarify either. i just felt something sitting in the bottom of my heart and wanted to pour it all out. at this point in time, my brain is too tired to even function, much less make deeper analysis into what i was ranting about. sorry guys, to bog you down over something that even i do not know what i was talking about. let's move on.

i love christmas, especially this year's. i'll be able to meet up with many different groups of friends, all before this year will be up. it sounds very hectic and believe me, it will be, but for some reason, i'm feeling strangely tired even before any of it begin. i think i'm coming down with something. maybe too many restless nights.

i just need to hold on a little bit longer. pop some vitamin c to keep me going.

i'm tired....and there is still so much to do.

8 comments:

Wuching said...

take 2 panadols, drink plenty of water, have a good night sleep & call me in the morning if ur still not feeling well!

may said...

time for a long holiday after the holiday season...

Anonymous said...

What did the pregnancy test result shows? Positive with twins ah?

Anonymous said...

Probably you have not been getting enough rest, take care!

me said...

dear wuching: haha, yes dr wuching. *grins*

dear may: yes, a holiday to recuperate from the holiday. and then another holiday to recuperate from that one. heehee. i'll be having holidays the whole year round.

dear cocka: you've got wrong blog ah? since when did i mention anything about pregnancy test *rolls eye* coming down with something, not someone lah. got your wife pregnant again ah u?

dear just me: thank you, so sweet.

Anonymous said...

when your mind is in knots, it's good to rant and rave. It's not weird, it's a good way of clearing your thoughts and your system. Don't worry... all smart people have to do it. It's like a computer hanging and needing a reboot.

Las montaƱas said...

Now year end period so busy.. wait the chinese new year in another couple of months.. aiyoh

me said...

dear jonzz: i do feel better after ranting about it here everytime. that's why i still do it, regardless of how it may drive my readers away, who are horrified at the craziness of this writer.

dear monty: i know!! it gets even worse during cny. that's why i feel so down about it. i'm looking at the next few months, and there doesn't seem to be any reprieve.

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